Stuck In A Bell Jar
- fat.angry.buddhist
- Jul 6, 2019
- 2 min read

So much for writing the blog every day for a week. Sigh. I missed two days of posting this week (Thursday + Friday) due to being stuck in my own version of the bell jar, that doesn't include anything poetic. No writing whatsoever. ZILCH. Nope. Sigh. I was stuck under my greasy bulb for two days, participating in frivolous online gaming. I binged watched Big Bang (seasons 1-4) and 30 Rock (seasons 1-3). While in this place of suffocation and dullness, I did achieve a title that is meaningless and worthless outside of the gaming community, that means nothing more than I spent two days doing nothing but online gaming. I was very aware that as I was doing this, I was not making the best choices for my life, including my eating/exercise program. For two days, my eating has included items both on and off my program (pizza, turkey and cheese with cukes on light bread, diet snapple, coffee, animal crackers, cinnamon granola, chicken fried rice) and little to zero activity. I am currently sleep deprived. In order to achieve the meaningless online gaming title, it required that I sleep for no more than 20 minutes at a time during the 45 hours that I was gaming. Sigh. So. I have spent the morning taking responsibility for these dubious decisions. I realize that now would be the time to clean all the mess in the kitchen and my life and regroup. Time to plan out the workouts for the rest of the week and eventually hop on the scale. .There is nothing more to report during this time as I have been wasting time and not living my best life. Sloth and laziness. I am letting go of these last two days of time suckage and immediately getting back to my daily accountability through this blog now. I refuse to write anything else for my first post back, other than accountability for my lack of posting. So. Here we are. I have a worthless gaming title and a great mess to clean up. No time like the present to show up and fix it. That is exactly what I intend to do... right now.
Walk in beauty and peace; be most excellent, my good peeps!
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